الأحد، 23 نوفمبر 2008

!!??...."my heart asks ,"will u..

Now that She's gone.... i wonder will u miss her ?? ...will u miss her smile...her childish laugh....her pure eyes ...before u ans remember that it was ur choice...it was ur decision...u opened her the door urself... so now... will u miss her ??!...will u miss her anger ??...her tears... did they even ever matter before ?! ....i know they will now when u see someone else but u caring for her...when u find her finding another shoulder to cry on ...then those tears will burn u with sorrow and pain... so think twice before u ans ....will u miss her ?!....cause maybe u'll do when ur 5 years daughter's heart remind u of her heart that u find out too late that u've let go the only heart that was pure enough to truly love....cause maybe u'll do when ur mum's kidness and actions remind u of her that u feel that she was more than a girl for u ..she was a mother too....
now that she's gone...i wonder will u feel a huge gap in ur life ??!!....will her presence now matter ??!!....will u wonder whom she is with and who's enjoying the sight of her smile ??!.....will u feel guilty that the one who used to share ur dreams is sharing her dreams with someone else but u ??....will u ever ask urself such questions to an extend that freak u out and make u wonder was this decision the right one to take ....was letting her go...watching her leave...feeling this space...the right decision...
now that she's gone are u wondering will the one that will come after her full ur life with happiness ...make u smile...dream with u..take care of u....laugh when she is soo sad just to brighten ur days as she used to do ??...are u still wondering if she's fine...keeping well..happy as before...feeling u're gone too ..or she moved on with her life...and u became a memory...if someone won her heart..or she is still as u left her...empty hearted ??!!.....are u still wondering if she was the one or the one is still to come ??!!....now that she's forever gone ....are u happy ??!..
look closer...she's still not gone yet ...u can catch her before it's too late...the question is ..will u be too wise and less blind to understand the fact that if she opened that door and leave she'll nv come back...and that if u lost her u'll nv find her again or not ...will u ................??!!.....

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