It's nv easy to feel lonely when u have those dear and close to ur heart around u...... to feel lonely when u are sitting with the ones u love..... nv easy when u feel that the most ones who are suppose to understand u ..... support u and care for ur tears are not there as expected.... it hurts when u need them but u dont find them..... it hurts when u find urself lonely but u cant ask for company bec such company is not to be asked for..... it's to be offered.......to be felt..... to be there without asking them to
It's nv easy when u feel that u've stood alot with alot of ppl in all the moments they've past..... even if those moments werent as painful as they felt then but u cared......... no matter how much the situation was simple..........u didnt give up on them bec u knew at that moment it's not that simple for them......bec at that moment u felt their pain and understood it.......bec at that moment u put urself in their situation to know that they truly need u to support them so they would get through what they are facing........ so it's nv easy when u feel that u wont get throw what u're feeling except with those near to ur heart support ....... but yet they are not there for u...... and it hurts when u cry infront of someone close to u and feel that ur tears arent that important to them......their effect isnt as u've expected........their action toward them isnt as u've expected .....and yet u try to convince urself that u're wrong .....and that they have their own way in caring for u .......and u wait for this own way .......but u nv get it .......and yet u wait more and more convincing urself that maybe u didnt wait enough .
It hurts when u smile while ur crying in the inside......when u smile just to not show those near to ur heart that u're in pain .....so not to bother them and make them feel sorry for u.....but yet they are still too blind to see those tears in ur eyes that u claim to be tears of laughter !!
It hurts when u fight urself so not to change .....when u fight ur thoughts that ask u to stop caring .....to stop being nice yet u know that u wont stop caring bec it's not something that u can stop..... It hurts when u fight ur thoughts that ask u to give up on them ....and u know in the end that even if u decided to .....u cant ..... bec it's not someting that u can do....as u wont accept giving up on them and make them feel this feeling of being lonely even for one sec.
sometimes it hurts to be u .....sometimes it hurts to expect things and nv get them....and it hurts the most when u lose ur dreams that u went on building all those long nights .....when u have to change ur path in life..... and it hurts when those near and close to u dont show support at this exact moment.....dont understand u or dont even care for ur tears .
but yet those scars that are left at the end..... dont mean that u're not loved or that u're not good enough as others ....but maybe they mean that u have a heart that is greater than anyone..... maybe it means that u're good enough to not be like others..... maybe they mean that those close to ur heart are more than blessed to have u in their life and sometimes they mean that u're just the right person in the wrong life .
It's nv easy when u feel that u've stood alot with alot of ppl in all the moments they've past..... even if those moments werent as painful as they felt then but u cared......... no matter how much the situation was simple..........u didnt give up on them bec u knew at that moment it's not that simple for them......bec at that moment u felt their pain and understood it.......bec at that moment u put urself in their situation to know that they truly need u to support them so they would get through what they are facing........ so it's nv easy when u feel that u wont get throw what u're feeling except with those near to ur heart support ....... but yet they are not there for u...... and it hurts when u cry infront of someone close to u and feel that ur tears arent that important to them......their effect isnt as u've expected........their action toward them isnt as u've expected .....and yet u try to convince urself that u're wrong .....and that they have their own way in caring for u .......and u wait for this own way .......but u nv get it .......and yet u wait more and more convincing urself that maybe u didnt wait enough .
It hurts when u smile while ur crying in the inside......when u smile just to not show those near to ur heart that u're in pain .....so not to bother them and make them feel sorry for u.....but yet they are still too blind to see those tears in ur eyes that u claim to be tears of laughter !!
It hurts when u fight urself so not to change .....when u fight ur thoughts that ask u to stop caring .....to stop being nice yet u know that u wont stop caring bec it's not something that u can stop..... It hurts when u fight ur thoughts that ask u to give up on them ....and u know in the end that even if u decided to .....u cant ..... bec it's not someting that u can do....as u wont accept giving up on them and make them feel this feeling of being lonely even for one sec.
sometimes it hurts to be u .....sometimes it hurts to expect things and nv get them....and it hurts the most when u lose ur dreams that u went on building all those long nights .....when u have to change ur path in life..... and it hurts when those near and close to u dont show support at this exact moment.....dont understand u or dont even care for ur tears .
but yet those scars that are left at the end..... dont mean that u're not loved or that u're not good enough as others ....but maybe they mean that u have a heart that is greater than anyone..... maybe it means that u're good enough to not be like others..... maybe they mean that those close to ur heart are more than blessed to have u in their life and sometimes they mean that u're just the right person in the wrong life .
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