a failer...a broken heart...those jerks who pass by u...and the friends who let u down...a lost dream ....each leave u with a mark...a scar..a memory....no matter what they leave behind...it change u and change ur life accompanied by the lives of those around u...a change point....we all pass by alot of change points in our lives....some of those change points effect us deeply...while the other pass so fast that u cant realize except when someone point out the change that happened in u...and that's what iam actually living now....iam living a huge change point...where everything seems weird like nv before.....this change point when u feel soo down and u go on feeling more down...while every time u try to get out and breath again...u lose faith...u try to ask for help...but no one ans...cause actually u choose the wrong ppl to ask...so u choose to surrender...u almost sink...until there is this moment...the moment of death... the moment u feel ur soul is saying goodbye forever...leaving ur heart...when u feel that u is leaving u...the change point...this moment when everything seems so clear like nv before....and this cold heart that broke throw ur way down melt ...u cry soo hard and ask allah for help...u feel the pain taring ur heart apart ...that' when u find ur self coming up again....but in a different skin..with a different heart...and a different soul...ur ideas and mechanism of thinking change in a way that the things which used to make no sense before...are the most reasonable facts to follow now...the friends who used to fit u in the past....now look so far away that each one of u walk in his own road and there is no common road to met at...and everything u've planned for and organized become memories...u understand that allah choose u the right way u've nv seen it's benefit on u and how much it fits u except after waking up from such a change point...at such moment ur mum's arms and words seems the most close thing to ur heart....seems the most loyal thing in the world...the most honest promise u can have and trust....and the sokood bet the hands of allah...seems to be the right place to stay in...u feel the calmest emotions u can ever live in ur life...and u feel the effect...the weird effect...of a change point...that made a new man...a new soul..a change point that made...a new U !!!
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