الأحد، 23 نوفمبر 2008

!!and we will keep on searching

walking alone in the dark !!....trying to reach ur destination...trying to find another save place...at first the feeling of being in the dark kills u...then it annoy u ...then u go on wondering when it's going to be over...then by time u get used to the darkness of the night while the sun is clear in the sky...the blindness while opening ur eyes...u get used to feeling nothing toward everything....praying start to become some moves u daily perform...that if u kept on performing !!...while death time by time start to leave nothing in ur soul...u dont feel scared that one day u're going to face it urself....u dont even feel sad for those who left ...the spirital stuff any human being is suppose to feel cant penetrate ur soul anymore...like ramadan that most of the ppl told me cant feel it's presence anymore...they feel it's an ordinary month with some exception in the timing of eating and some extra movements called praying...sad isnt it ?!!...
tons and millions of sins u commit everyday...we commit everyday....but a human differ from the other that one is capable to go home at the end of the day ...pray and ask for allah's forgivness..purifing his soul from all those sins that would kill it...while the other go on committing more sins before sleeping not caring what would be the end like !!!.......
and that isnt enough yet u keep on bringing up excuses in a try to kill what's left from ur conscience..that if u still have one !! ...u go on trying to convince urself that what ever u are doing and blocking the way between u and ur creature is the right thing to do in a world where the right and wrong appears to be the same !!....the thing and it's totall opposite lay infront of ur eyes...u look at them...u see no difference....u pick and choose without thinking that one day u'll be asked about what've choosen and why this one and not the other ?!!...ur conscience which u've killed with ur own hands cant do it's job and guide u to see those difference that really counts.....yet picking isnt a random process which doesnt have any rules...unfortunatly the rules are there kept in a book that everyone of us seems to be afraid to read and think of it's words... and maybe for a change search for what's right to be done in it...cause those difference lay in bet it's words and the solution for everything is there and we love tiring ourselves looking for it somewhere else !!!....and we will keep on searching !!!

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